Iris
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i won't be posting in blogger anymore, thanks to the lagginess.
but i'll still leave it here nonetheless.
& will be checking the tagboard time to time. :)

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iris made a tough decision on 26th Feb 2010.
and she hopes it's not a wrong one.
i thought what they said were just being pessimistic.
but i guess it's true afterall.
life isn't as easy as i thought.
and i'm sure from now onwards it won't get any easier.
since i made the choice,
i shall just stick to it and not regret afterwards.
many thanks to Mr Soon & Eunice. :)
Mr Soon, you're so inspiring.


and i find myself looking for a change in life.
no, nothing to do with the people i love.
but that spark of life seemed to have vanished.
maybe something, or someone will bring it back.


i have a liking for street dancing.
(ohsohawrt!)
and i think Katy Perry is really really gorgeous.


i tink i lost weight thanks to the fever i had.
all my pants are so loose! :(
there goes my rare 43kg. mumu.


hopefully the aircons are coming in tmr.
and i'll finally have the chance to enjoy an aircon classroom. :D
thanks to PRIME. muahahah.
but i think i'll get even more sleepy if there's aircon.
die.


the floats from Chingay did a last parade near my house yst.
got to see the floats at a short distance, so prettaye! :)


i have alot of movies i wanna catch.
realised i'm being kinda no life down here,
where did all my weekend movie dates go?
i'm just tuition, ballet & hw now. :(


ballet is getting worst.
i can't fork out time to go for all 4 practises i think i'm gonna start skipping cca to go for ballet.
i'm still all jelly when it comes to solo,
and i need to get the damn entree right. oh gosh.
BALLET EXAM DATE - 7TH APRIL 2010, 1.25pm.
maybe a late exam date is good,
i get more chances to practice.
i'm wondering whether i should continue ballet after grade 8.
time constraint and lost of passion.
gosh.


a piece of advice.
maybe it's time for you to reflect on yourself. a mirror might help.
and if you haven't realised, you've been building your happiness on other people's misery.

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ever felt like you wanna bash yourself up?


on fri before cca i went with the usual bunch to singpost for lunch.
wanted to post the FT Island greet & meet lucky draw form.
i happily wrote nice nice the application form,
den bounced to mail it, hoping can win den go watch with peapea.
chatted with pb along the way, and suddenly i was like..
"OH.MY.GOD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
"huh what?"
"I DIDN'T PUT STAMP!"
i definitely felt like giving myself a punch in the face.
there goes my FT Island tickets. boohoo.


skipped tuition on Sat,
and headed down to Stage Image after ballet.
needa faster settle my exam ballet costume before i forget.
Nicole they all chose the colour & design le.
i'm kinda worried whether the low back will suit me. :/
and the bottle green is like.. oh so dark. :x
guess i have no choice anyway. so i shall make do with it. :)
there was this doggie in the shop,
and i was on my mark to run anytime.
the dog is cute but i'm scareeddd! :/
i prefer puppies. sleepy puppies are the best. HAHA.
after that went to TM & shop with mama.
bought a dress from Dressculture (which i love super alot),
and a coat from Bysi.
there's this malay guy working at HangTen,
and he looks so chinese!
he also damn pro, noe hw to speak chi, budden got accent.
den the aunties all find him v cute, so they keep
"boyyyy! what colour is this?"
"uhhh.. wo bu zhi dao. TT"
went to Kim Gary to eat.
mama ordered some kind of toast.
mama "uhh.. menu no.90 pls."
waiter "are you sure? it's kind of thick.."
me "thick? (aiya, at most 2 slices thick. -.-)"
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TADAH!!

the whole restuarant was looking at us,
waiting to see how my mom is gonna eat that .. bread block.
it was like.. our joke of the day.
i just showed by mom the pic again, & she was like..
"I'M GONNA PUKE."


Iris sees alot of valentine day presents,
and she wanna buy one but she has no one to give.
no, she has someone but she can't give it to him.
BOOHOO.

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HAPPY 6TH MONTHSARY BABY! :D


i guess half a year did pass fast isn't it?
i still remember how a few years ago you were someone so unreachable,
and a few months ago all i could think about is the warmth your heart gives to me.
many things have changed, i'm sure we did too.
for the worst or the better, we're just falling deeper & deeper with each other.
baby, i've never been able to say, in such confidence, that someone loves me so dearly.
but because it's you, because it's you that i love,
i have all the confidence to say that you love me, more than anyone ever does.
i don't care about what they say anymore.
they can take us as jokes for all they wanted,
but all i know, is that it doesn't affect us, cause we know this ain't a joke.
cause i know you love me, and everything else doesn't matter anymore.
the wait still goes on, i do feel tired at times, but i'm sure we'll tide through this.
i'm sorry i've been pretty worked up recently,
but life has been going so fast, i find it hard to catch up once i sidetrack.
thanks for all your understanding, and tolerance, when you yourselve is facing probs too.
what more can i wish for?
yes, it's been heartbreaking at times when things don't go smoothly,
cause i kept thinking how good it would be if you were here for me.
sometimes i feel us drifting, sometimes i feel us inseperable,
maybe the insecurity is still here, but i guess i don't have any other choice but to trust.
i'm not someone very logical, i do what i want to, i do what my heart tells me to.
and for that,
my heart tells me, all i want is you.
i love you baby.
i want you to hear this song boy.
"Vanilla Twilight" - owl city.



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on fri pea was so busy looking for *ahem*. HAHAHA.
so sweet!! wished i could just see him so easily,
just by circulating the sch. sigh.
anyway, he's so sweet, why not go for it? :)


interact is going to Japan in june.
dream or love is the issue but...
i dunno. i hate making choices. :/


scored an A1 for normal chi Os.
heaved a biggg sigh of relief.
heard that this year's Os results wasn't as good.
hoepfully JCs would be more lenient or smth.
wished my Os would go on fine.


i'm so packed with things i feel so drained out.
tuition, ballet, homework, cca, tests etc. urgh.


and some people are just not helping.


i don't do things i don't want to, and that's me.
i ignore things i find unnecessary, and that's how i stay myself.
you've been too busy judging my matters, you don't see yourself. & that's you.

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wait wait! good news first. I got my Agnes B wallet! :D
i was like drooling over it on a blogshop,
and then today Aunty Angeline came by & my wish is granted.
hearts to her. iris is sucha happy girl.


that aside.



2009 IS COMING TO AN END!
which means this blog is gonna turn 6 yrs old. :O
it's been a year with a bad start, and a not as bad ending.
the best things that happened to me,
are the people i've met, and the guy i'm in love with. :D



i've shared tons of laughter with a siaokia,
Claire teo thank you! :D
you this stupid girl, is this the way you treat me for the last day of 2009?!
okok, i love mark leeee. happy? HAHAH.
sorry & thanks for going thru so much with me,
you're.. dumber than i thought. LOL.
(not in academic sense.)
BFFs forever & ever & ever okayys!
edit: CLAIRE TEO WARNS ME TO WRITE LONGER. LOL.
okays la, eh you next year must jiayou k!
we'll tuition like siao & mug tgt,
tackle Os with full confidence.
i noe i always say these, but i'm serious abt it next year. :)
our 1st anniversary coming, Jan 2nd. :D
you better love me more okayyys! HAHHA.
babe, you're the best girlfriend i could ever ask for.
awwwww.



wake up calls and never ending advices,
thanks to the bunch of girl friends i have.
People like Belinda, Huishan, Meipeng, Rongda etc. :)
our never ending gossips & chats,
cries & laughter.
wouldn't survive without you all!



messing up my hair, baby talks,
arigato Gavie hingie. :D
stop peeing in your sleep,
and drool over chiobu! HAHAH.
stop facing things by yourselve,
you have your sister here okayyys!



all the heartache has gone by,
many thanks to Vivienne! :D
yes yes, the girl who's my "potential-emo-on-msn" partner.
love your inspiring advices.



dress sense, advices, zero degree celsius jokes, and sacarstic comments,
many thanks to the guys like Pb, Joel, Nick, Bin, Daniel, hanjie etc etc.
you guys have been the joy of my life. :D



laughters, pirouettes, sweating, bad piano skills,
many thanks to the ballerinas of Grade 8,
people like Simhwee, Xingyoong, Michelle Li & Tan etc. :D
some may have left, but i'll always love you!
because of many reasons, i nearly lost my passion for dance.
therefore, many thanks to the rest, for making me feel more comfortable during classes,
for making me feel like i belong. :)
i've adapted, and thanks it's all because of you all. :D



scolding of teachers, standing at the yellow line tgt,
many thanks to the people of 3EP'09! :D
you've been the cutest class i've been in.
it's the same tcher next year, but i suppose we'll find a way to survive.
graduate together, i love you peeps!



we might have drifted,
but HRY-EST is still loved!
jiayou for those who're trying another year,
and we'll get together soon alright?
you peeps will never be forgotten. ^^v



lastly,
the boy who brought me out of all that crash down,
the boy who made me turn so red all the time,
the boy whom i love so dearly,
thanks alot darling chakwa. :D
nehh, don complain that you're the last.
cause the last is the best! AHAHA.
even though we are not able to countdown side by side,
i can feel your warm and love.
thanks for always protecting me,
always thinking for me, always being there for me.
we've been through alot, but it's only the start i suppose.
from "i heart heart you" to "i love you",
from "senior" to "darlinggg" .
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU THINK OKAYYS. AHHAAS.
i hope to count down with you for the rest of the years, love.
many thanks for being my boyfriend,
and sorry you had to tolerate my randomness & PMS.
love you till bits. :D



2010 WISHES & THINGS I WAN TO ACCOMPLISH :
1. obvious. PASS Os WITH LIKE, SUPER FLYING COLOURS. :D
2. get into my ideal JC. uhh. VJC/ MJC?
3. spend my dec hols in HK with dear chakwa.
4. be able to celebrate darling's 18th birthday.
5. darling able to come prom night with me.
6. graduating vacation with BFFs!
7. prom night with girlfriends! YAYEEE.
8. get distinction for RAD Grade 8 ballet award.
9. PASS A MATHS DAMMIT.
10. spend sweet sixteen's birthday with all the people i love.



HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :D

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spent christmas with Claire yst. :)
supposed to watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 with Joel, Gav, Eugene.
budden the queue was killer & the tix were all in selling fast modes. -.-
me and claire decided to go shopping instead of watching.
went LJS to eat, and the guys came over to find us as well.
halfway thru they dunno go where, den me and claire wandered abt TM.
wanted to go T1 to walk one round. :P
budden manicure caught our eyes.
the price is like super cheap compared to others!
cause i forgt to bring her pressie, so might as well treat her to mani. HAHA.
she took super dark reddish brown, mine's tropical pink. :D
i like the nail art!
but i had prob paying money afterwards, cause my nails keep getting damaged by the zipper. -.-
luckily the person help me touch up again. hahas.
took a cab home cause i'm late,
while i was opening the door i was like..
"Please please don't damage the nails..."
den the moment i pull, my index finger rubbed again the door. -.-''
a bit of folding ocurred, but you can't see them now. hahas. (Y)


webcam with darling till 1am yst.
absolute boyfriend SP was nice.
darling called me at abt 7-8am,
to tell me he's leaving for macau.
when i woke up at 12pm, i was wondering..
"Was it real that darling called?" HAHA.
he's coming back tonight, hope you have fun yeah!


uhh and yes, i woke up at 12pm. opsy!
darling, that's what happen if i dont get a morning call from you. HAHA.
oh, and what's better is, i just fell asleep on the sofa for an hour.
why am i sleeping so much?
maybe hammie's "I-AM-HIBERNATING. HMPF!" mode transferred on me. :B
daddy's at home so i can't do much. aishh.


i didn't drool on berry this time. :B


OH! & BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D


PICTURES:



Mr. Darling Santa Claus. :B

HAHAH. paper hat & tissue beard.

i heart heart my snow effect. :D

you look like an elf.

HO HO HO.

rudolph the red nose reindeer!

Has a bottle cappy nose. :P

new clothes, yeah! (Y)

Christmas with claireee. :)

i heart heart my bling bling tank. HAHAH.

peepersss. cheeese. :B


&& that's the way i love you.

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went self shopping on saturday.
met up with claire, gavie, eugene, nick, edmund, wenbin.
they went to watch movie while i shop. hahas.
settled presents, and found super cute stuff. :D


thanks claire teoteo for hippo tour free tickets!
yst we went to suntect to sit the ride.
hippotour ride = camwhore + dizziness + rain splashing + umbrella flipping + trees dodging.
it was fun nonetheless. :D
supposed to meet gav & mr.19 (Pengbo who just came back).
budden dunno why they nv come le.
head down to orchard & trot the streets.
walk wrong direction for fareast,
legs were breaking.
in the end the dessert stall nt open. TT
Forever 21 was like.. 4 stories high!
super happy. found pretty dresses oso. :)
i brought 60, i reach home with 50. LOL.
i didn't spend much, even though i went orchard. :D
Picture spam found HERE!


JOLIN DAMN FUNNY THAT DAY.
suddenly sms to ask me what will happen if a male dancer gets a boner while perf.
hahahahhaa.


iris hasn't finish her hols hw. :(
and she's been feeling.. unhappy recently. urgh.
oh, and she had a bad dream.


pictures:


new hair cut! :D

ps, i dunno what i'm doing. HAHA.

Berry wearing daddy's specs. :)

Daddy wearing berry's specs. (?)

HAHAHAHAHA. CLASSIC. :)

Daddy's cold, and berry's cold too! wrap up. :)

HAHAHAH. RAPPER CUM STALKER. :D

MR. FIREMAN. :D

CLASSIC. LOL.


if only chocolates could wash all these away.

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&& HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY, BABY! :D

although we can't celebrate it tgt, but we're never really apart.
i love you more than before, thanks for showering so much love.
i'm sorry i can't be there now when you're facing so many probs,
but do know that no matter what you decide, i'll be supporting you all the way! :)

i love you.

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met up with cherlyn & hanjie,
bought the drinks and cabbed down to pasir ris park.
walked the wrong direction.. TT
in the end by the time we arrived at pit 39,
it was 5pm+.
BUT!! claire teo & her food people haven even come. -.-
read seventeen with cherlyn while waiting.
eugene, wenbin & terry arrive alr still havent see the rest. lol.
stone there until finally we saw zhangyang & claire.
couldn't start the BBQ cause gavie, viv & danling haven't come.
Ms tan was rushing off but eventually stayed a lil longer to meet gav. duapai! HAHA.
realised claire didn't but the BBQ grill,
so waited till nearly 8pm before 2 seniors came with the cake & grill.
other ppl BBQ almost finish we just started, joke.
BBQing was fun anyway, thanks hanjie zhangyang for helping.
the mushrooms were yummy. but i just rmb we didn't wash it. -.-''
couldn't find satay sticks anywhere so we had quite a few probs grilling.
cone can't eat cause no one brought aluminium foil. -.-
our only food were chicken wings, sausage, nuggets, mushroom, squid, prawn, ham.
good enuff, adding the hawaiian pizza. :D
surprised gavie with the cake (don't think it was sucha surprise),
and the candle kept blowing off. :/
got tired of the BBQ smoke, went toilet to gussy up with viv.
the toilets are weird. guys one gt mirror, handicap one gt mirror, how come ladies one no have?!
went to the playgrnd with claire, weikang & cheryl.
i love the swings. :D can fly super high!
watch the guys play bball awhile, decided to head back to the swings alone.
called gavie to come, but ended up viv & danling came first, followed by the guys.
thanks for taking our stuffs. :D
played the UFO spinning thingy, made gavie sit my himself & we spin him fast.
after tat me rongda viv & gavie sit tgt, den the whole thing not fast one.
watched the guys climb the spider web.
the long slide part was damn joke.
gavie went out & shout " I'M F***ING 16! ......... "
all the Fs come out. lol.
den joel went up and shout dunno wad thing, oso gt the Fs. LOL.
wenbin one most funny.
he said " I DUNNO WAD TO SAY, BUT.. F*** YOU! "
one of Gavie's wishes is to get 2 pointer for Os. make sure it come true yeah!!
walked our way out to downtown east.
saw a lot of SHAKING TENTS along the way. hahahah.
& i was surprised tat viv, eugene, wenbin, joel, zhangyang, hanjie, gavie can ton so late. tsk tsk.
went to macs for takeaway, den cabbed home.


today when i woke up gavie told me that he zhangyang & joel went to geylang to book hotel to slp.
unbelieveable. HAHAH.
& the best thing is only zhangyang bathed, joel & gav nv.
EWWWW. I PITY ZHANGYANG LIKE SERIOUSLY, YOU ALL MUST HAVE STINKED.


&& viv ahhh... my hip hurtts. TT HAHAH.
kiss me and i'll be fine! :D


went to ballet today & i walked so awkwardly in my ballet shoes.
cause both my last toes were like.. nail-less. OUCH.
ms pang kept asking me to point my feet, but it hurts too much! :(
valse is getting interesting, honestly.
oh! & thru fb i realised vanessa is actually called kye lynn! HAHA.
monday no ballet, rest time.


& i'm gonna wash hammie's cage tonight.
i dreamt tat she gt infested by fleas. omg. nightmare.
edited: OMG. I NEED TO FIND A VET. HER LEFT EAR IS SUPER RED!


gonna go call someone now. :D
edited: to tell him abt hammie. TT


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GAVIE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PENGBO!


pictures:



me & claire. :D

too dark. :( i wan my digi cam asap!

:D

ps abt my hair. HAHHA.

cake!

birthday boy - GAVIE HING.

rongda look good like tat. :)

couple BBQ. lol

err?

taupok the bdae boy! :D

cover ur fringes! :D

zhangyang, someone's beside youuuuu.

stop kissing your wallet everytime i take pic with you!

running down the not-so-slippery-slide. lol.


i skipped alot of the too dark pics, can see them on fb anyway.


'cause i ain't gonna let you see my tears.

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PERIOD CRAMPS ARE KILLING ME. DAMMIT.


anyway, tues went out with Claire, Belinda, Huishan & Huimin to do chem proj.
sorry i was late! cabbed down to meet them.
and while waiting for the lib to open we spam makeup. lol.
dumb lib cant tok on phone, so we moved to macs.
but macs no plug, so after breakfast moved to starbucks. -.-''
finally settled down and got to work.
huishan is the pro larhs, she got everything settled in tat day.
sorry, didn't help much. :/
tried getting connected on9 with chakwa.
webcammed with him like finally,
and den i looked for pics for ppt.
played unofficial cooking mama & claire is fasinated. lol.
after tat went foodcourt to eat.
took 31 back to tamp alone,
luckily dar tok to me on the phone.
went the 3 malls to search for iphone pouch in lime green.
budden cant find. :(


tmr is gonna be fun i hope. :B
later heading down to settle alot of things.
i see flying money. TT


pictures:



belinda so chio! :D webcam quality, paiseh.

IRIS LOVES THIS PIC. :D TOO BAD IT'S NOT ANIMATED.

now you know.

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today's ballet was energy-sucking. :/
tough training.


anyway, i saw alot of Tiger Woods news,
den i decided to ask my dad wad happen to him.
"What's up with Tiger Woods? I see him everywhere."
"Orhh.. He ate too much wood lo."
the joke's so cold i can't stop laughing. hahahs.


watched "Hi! Sweet heart" ep 7 today. :D
i tink this drama is better than "Momo Love".


Lenovo s700 is a twist phone, & Lenovo i61 is a touch screen phone.
den claire teo ask me "What's special about Lenovo S700 & i61?"
so i told her "Ohh. s700 twist phone can twist, and i61 touch screen phone has a touch screen."
and she replied me "Wow. I'm sooooooo impressed. HAHAHAHA."
but but correct what!! The phone special at the twisting, den the other one special at the touch screen. hahahahahs.


so i asked chakwa wad's special abt those 2 phones.
den he told me Lenovo phone & Lenovo laptop can connect like Iphone & Macbook.
so i answered "LG phone & IBM Thinkpad oso can connect. all u need is USB cable wad."
and he was speechless. HAHAHA.


IRIS IS GOING OUT TO DO CHEM PROJ TMR!
everyone keep saying wear nice nice.
but iris got no more clothes alr. :(
i open my closet and tell myself "how abt just staying at home?"
iris wanna go shopping. someone sponsor me. :(
gonna play with makeup tmr, cause i bought new eyeliner gel.
haven try yet, hopefully i won't make a mess outta it. :/


MR FONG CHAKWA KEEPS PLAYING MUSIC WITH HIS NEW IPHONE.
AND HE PLAYS IT SO NEAR THE LAPPIE MIC IT BURST MY EARDRUMS TWICE!!


OH! AND IRIS WANTS A WEST HIGHLAND TERRIER FOR A PET!
& MR FONG CHAKWA PROMISED HER ALR! :D


pictures:


(webcam camwhore. :D)



HAHAHAH MONKEY CHAKWA. :D

BERRY PLAYING HIDE & SEEK. :)

acting shuai. :)

uhh acting cute. :P

OWL?

look like studio pic right!! :D lighting v nice.

thinking-thought pose. :)

TADAH MY DEAR WEST HIGHLAND TERRIER! :D

SUPER CUTE I FEEL LIKE BITING IT. :D


below all that sweet nothings, lies a bitter truth.

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woke up because of claire's call.
she's going to dabian so she wan me entertain her.
lol. but i was still in bed you funny girl! :P
went to brush teeth & dar called.
thank god he was online for quite long today,
or i'm so gonna rot at home again. :/


he's webcam survived! yayee.
or else can't see your face le. hahhas.
sorry, while you were busy still have to entertain me. :/
glad to see his mama again!
she look younger & chio-er. :)
couldn't recognise her at first.
and i saw his aunt, ahgong, daddy. :)
missed you all, honestly.
he showed me a few lenovo phones.
hopefully daddy allows me to buy one of them.
i desperately need new phone.
my keypad is like shyt.
i have free smses now, but i don reply texts cause i hate typing on my keypad.


rot at home after he off9.
den decided to go ballet early with mama.
went to shop abt.
iris bought the Ginvera "Jade Dark Eye Circles Roll Away". lol.
yes, i desperately needs it.
my eyes is like.. so swollen, puffy, wadeva you name it.
met up with my maternal grandmother.
could feel her observing me for quite awhile, before she said..
"How's it going?"
"Hmm?"
"You lost weight, didn't you. You lost your radiance."
"Ohhh.. uhh.. i don't know."
"You must eat well okays. Don't make us worried."
i feel so.. i dunno. like, one more word from her and i'll breakdown again.
touched that she's so concerned. :)
The family i love, I know the news spreaded fast, but don't worry about me alright?
i'll be fine.. soon. :)
today's dance lesson was.. quiet.
iris officially wants to choose Poetique as one of her dances.
i like the way the dance expresses a sense of sorrow.. like you don't wanna leave smth behind.
i guess i got the feeling of the dance, real life experiences help ehs?
Improved in my demi character. Like.. phew. :/
sat beside Michelle waiting for my turn to dance when she said...
"Hey! Your side view look like korean model. You look like Shin Ae!"
hahhas. i guess it's because of our eyes. :/ & because i had my fringe all up.
was rushed to change quickly, cause daddy had a bit of arguement with a guy in the carpark.
dunno wad happened. :/


" You're too young to let a guy affect your life so majorly. "
sigh.


Pictures:

SHIN AE! :)

HAHAHAH. the dude in HK.

you look like some kind of bird.

SO CUTE. :B miss you, silly boy.


FIND ONE DAY I SHALL PUT ON MAKE UP & DO A SIDE VIEW OF MYSELF!
DEN WE'LL SEE WHETHER SHIN AE'S & MY SIDE VIEW IS REALLY SIMILAR.


and iris is sick. physically & emotionally.

we both know it's not true.

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