Iris
Fifteen
9th July
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& missing you just runs too deep. ♥


RETRIEVED.

&& HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY, BABY! :D

although we can't celebrate it tgt, but we're never really apart.
i love you more than before, thanks for showering so much love.
i'm sorry i can't be there now when you're facing so many probs,
but do know that no matter what you decide, i'll be supporting you all the way! :)

i love you.

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met up with cherlyn & hanjie,
bought the drinks and cabbed down to pasir ris park.
walked the wrong direction.. TT
in the end by the time we arrived at pit 39,
it was 5pm+.
BUT!! claire teo & her food people haven even come. -.-
read seventeen with cherlyn while waiting.
eugene, wenbin & terry arrive alr still havent see the rest. lol.
stone there until finally we saw zhangyang & claire.
couldn't start the BBQ cause gavie, viv & danling haven't come.
Ms tan was rushing off but eventually stayed a lil longer to meet gav. duapai! HAHA.
realised claire didn't but the BBQ grill,
so waited till nearly 8pm before 2 seniors came with the cake & grill.
other ppl BBQ almost finish we just started, joke.
BBQing was fun anyway, thanks hanjie zhangyang for helping.
the mushrooms were yummy. but i just rmb we didn't wash it. -.-''
couldn't find satay sticks anywhere so we had quite a few probs grilling.
cone can't eat cause no one brought aluminium foil. -.-
our only food were chicken wings, sausage, nuggets, mushroom, squid, prawn, ham.
good enuff, adding the hawaiian pizza. :D
surprised gavie with the cake (don't think it was sucha surprise),
and the candle kept blowing off. :/
got tired of the BBQ smoke, went toilet to gussy up with viv.
the toilets are weird. guys one gt mirror, handicap one gt mirror, how come ladies one no have?!
went to the playgrnd with claire, weikang & cheryl.
i love the swings. :D can fly super high!
watch the guys play bball awhile, decided to head back to the swings alone.
called gavie to come, but ended up viv & danling came first, followed by the guys.
thanks for taking our stuffs. :D
played the UFO spinning thingy, made gavie sit my himself & we spin him fast.
after tat me rongda viv & gavie sit tgt, den the whole thing not fast one.
watched the guys climb the spider web.
the long slide part was damn joke.
gavie went out & shout " I'M F***ING 16! ......... "
all the Fs come out. lol.
den joel went up and shout dunno wad thing, oso gt the Fs. LOL.
wenbin one most funny.
he said " I DUNNO WAD TO SAY, BUT.. F*** YOU! "
one of Gavie's wishes is to get 2 pointer for Os. make sure it come true yeah!!
walked our way out to downtown east.
saw a lot of SHAKING TENTS along the way. hahahah.
& i was surprised tat viv, eugene, wenbin, joel, zhangyang, hanjie, gavie can ton so late. tsk tsk.
went to macs for takeaway, den cabbed home.


today when i woke up gavie told me that he zhangyang & joel went to geylang to book hotel to slp.
unbelieveable. HAHAH.
& the best thing is only zhangyang bathed, joel & gav nv.
EWWWW. I PITY ZHANGYANG LIKE SERIOUSLY, YOU ALL MUST HAVE STINKED.


&& viv ahhh... my hip hurtts. TT HAHAH.
kiss me and i'll be fine! :D


went to ballet today & i walked so awkwardly in my ballet shoes.
cause both my last toes were like.. nail-less. OUCH.
ms pang kept asking me to point my feet, but it hurts too much! :(
valse is getting interesting, honestly.
oh! & thru fb i realised vanessa is actually called kye lynn! HAHA.
monday no ballet, rest time.


& i'm gonna wash hammie's cage tonight.
i dreamt tat she gt infested by fleas. omg. nightmare.
edited: OMG. I NEED TO FIND A VET. HER LEFT EAR IS SUPER RED!


gonna go call someone now. :D
edited: to tell him abt hammie. TT


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GAVIE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PENGBO!


pictures:



me & claire. :D

too dark. :( i wan my digi cam asap!

:D

ps abt my hair. HAHHA.

cake!

birthday boy - GAVIE HING.

rongda look good like tat. :)

couple BBQ. lol

err?

taupok the bdae boy! :D

cover ur fringes! :D

zhangyang, someone's beside youuuuu.

stop kissing your wallet everytime i take pic with you!

running down the not-so-slippery-slide. lol.


i skipped alot of the too dark pics, can see them on fb anyway.


'cause i ain't gonna let you see my tears.

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PERIOD CRAMPS ARE KILLING ME. DAMMIT.


anyway, tues went out with Claire, Belinda, Huishan & Huimin to do chem proj.
sorry i was late! cabbed down to meet them.
and while waiting for the lib to open we spam makeup. lol.
dumb lib cant tok on phone, so we moved to macs.
but macs no plug, so after breakfast moved to starbucks. -.-''
finally settled down and got to work.
huishan is the pro larhs, she got everything settled in tat day.
sorry, didn't help much. :/
tried getting connected on9 with chakwa.
webcammed with him like finally,
and den i looked for pics for ppt.
played unofficial cooking mama & claire is fasinated. lol.
after tat went foodcourt to eat.
took 31 back to tamp alone,
luckily dar tok to me on the phone.
went the 3 malls to search for iphone pouch in lime green.
budden cant find. :(


tmr is gonna be fun i hope. :B
later heading down to settle alot of things.
i see flying money. TT


pictures:



belinda so chio! :D webcam quality, paiseh.

IRIS LOVES THIS PIC. :D TOO BAD IT'S NOT ANIMATED.

now you know.

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today's ballet was energy-sucking. :/
tough training.


anyway, i saw alot of Tiger Woods news,
den i decided to ask my dad wad happen to him.
"What's up with Tiger Woods? I see him everywhere."
"Orhh.. He ate too much wood lo."
the joke's so cold i can't stop laughing. hahahs.


watched "Hi! Sweet heart" ep 7 today. :D
i tink this drama is better than "Momo Love".


Lenovo s700 is a twist phone, & Lenovo i61 is a touch screen phone.
den claire teo ask me "What's special about Lenovo S700 & i61?"
so i told her "Ohh. s700 twist phone can twist, and i61 touch screen phone has a touch screen."
and she replied me "Wow. I'm sooooooo impressed. HAHAHAHA."
but but correct what!! The phone special at the twisting, den the other one special at the touch screen. hahahahahs.


so i asked chakwa wad's special abt those 2 phones.
den he told me Lenovo phone & Lenovo laptop can connect like Iphone & Macbook.
so i answered "LG phone & IBM Thinkpad oso can connect. all u need is USB cable wad."
and he was speechless. HAHAHA.


IRIS IS GOING OUT TO DO CHEM PROJ TMR!
everyone keep saying wear nice nice.
but iris got no more clothes alr. :(
i open my closet and tell myself "how abt just staying at home?"
iris wanna go shopping. someone sponsor me. :(
gonna play with makeup tmr, cause i bought new eyeliner gel.
haven try yet, hopefully i won't make a mess outta it. :/


MR FONG CHAKWA KEEPS PLAYING MUSIC WITH HIS NEW IPHONE.
AND HE PLAYS IT SO NEAR THE LAPPIE MIC IT BURST MY EARDRUMS TWICE!!


OH! AND IRIS WANTS A WEST HIGHLAND TERRIER FOR A PET!
& MR FONG CHAKWA PROMISED HER ALR! :D


pictures:


(webcam camwhore. :D)



HAHAHAH MONKEY CHAKWA. :D

BERRY PLAYING HIDE & SEEK. :)

acting shuai. :)

uhh acting cute. :P

OWL?

look like studio pic right!! :D lighting v nice.

thinking-thought pose. :)

TADAH MY DEAR WEST HIGHLAND TERRIER! :D

SUPER CUTE I FEEL LIKE BITING IT. :D


below all that sweet nothings, lies a bitter truth.

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IRIS LOVES WEBCAM SESSION WITH CHAKWA! :B


has been busy webcamming with the silly boy who's away in hk. :)
and we continued our camwhore even though it's thru the webcam.


kept feeling nauseous these 2 days. :/
BUT I'M NT PREGNANT LA! HAHAH.


went ballet today & ms pang didn't came cause of tummy ache.
was kinda slack, but senior Jiaxin did a great job teaching.
i remember i used to have a vid of her dancing,
and she was like "MAKE SURE I DON'T SEE THIS ON YOUTUBE OK!"


went ArtBox and i saw alot of schedule books.
but dar got me one, so i shall put that to good use. :D YAYE.
wanted to get a head start with dar's xmas pressie,
but i can't find the right materials. :(


went NTUC and stocked up on my snacks.
waaa.. all the pao mian, & jegabee! :D
ate salmon 100g for dinner.
IRIS IS SUPER HAPPY.
but someone is more happy in hk, eating buffet now, horhorhor!! LOL.


chakwa finally uploaded the farewell at the airport on 29th Nov.
i rmb i chose the spot to take pic, infront of the fake roadside backdrop.
but when i saw the pic i went..
"EHH? WE GOT GO ROAD SIDE TAKE PIC MEHS?!"
den i realised it's fake. hahahas.
but such disappointment, the pics came out blurry. :/


OHH! & WINGTAI INDUSTRIAL CENTRE HAS UP TO 80% SALE FOR..
TOPSHOP, TOPMAN, DOROTHY PERKINS, ADIDAS & WAREHOUSE.
i'm so gonna go there & spurlge. :D


Pictures:


Dar when you see the pics below don't kill me okays! :/
I'm just afraid that i'll lose these pics cause they meant alot to me. :)
they're exclusively mine, so i wanna be proud of it.


(The cutest boy ever.)

p.s. why do i have a feeling he'll scream at me when he sees all these?

IRIS LOVES THIS PICTURE THE MOST. :B THAT'S WHY I PUT IT 2X! :D

Berry & Daddy! :D

Meipeng, this is for you! :D Chakwa is using your mug!

showing me arnd his house. :D say hi to me, i'm in the lappie!

Berry with Daddy & Wawa with Mummy! :D

Poor Berry. I know you wanna come over SG asap & leave daddy farfar away. :D

i look so sulky! HAHAH.

me & claire both eating noodles. :D


29th Nov - Farewell to Chakwa.

WE ARE NOT BY THE ROAD SIDE! BUT IT DOES LOOKS REAL!

i'm wearing chakwa's coat, and gavie says i look like a doc. :)

before he entered the gates. :/

it's kinda blur.

bye bye. :(


you're the reason i fell, & the reason i'm picking myself up again.

woke up because of claire's call.
she's going to dabian so she wan me entertain her.
lol. but i was still in bed you funny girl! :P
went to brush teeth & dar called.
thank god he was online for quite long today,
or i'm so gonna rot at home again. :/


he's webcam survived! yayee.
or else can't see your face le. hahhas.
sorry, while you were busy still have to entertain me. :/
glad to see his mama again!
she look younger & chio-er. :)
couldn't recognise her at first.
and i saw his aunt, ahgong, daddy. :)
missed you all, honestly.
he showed me a few lenovo phones.
hopefully daddy allows me to buy one of them.
i desperately need new phone.
my keypad is like shyt.
i have free smses now, but i don reply texts cause i hate typing on my keypad.


rot at home after he off9.
den decided to go ballet early with mama.
went to shop abt.
iris bought the Ginvera "Jade Dark Eye Circles Roll Away". lol.
yes, i desperately needs it.
my eyes is like.. so swollen, puffy, wadeva you name it.
met up with my maternal grandmother.
could feel her observing me for quite awhile, before she said..
"How's it going?"
"Hmm?"
"You lost weight, didn't you. You lost your radiance."
"Ohhh.. uhh.. i don't know."
"You must eat well okays. Don't make us worried."
i feel so.. i dunno. like, one more word from her and i'll breakdown again.
touched that she's so concerned. :)
The family i love, I know the news spreaded fast, but don't worry about me alright?
i'll be fine.. soon. :)
today's dance lesson was.. quiet.
iris officially wants to choose Poetique as one of her dances.
i like the way the dance expresses a sense of sorrow.. like you don't wanna leave smth behind.
i guess i got the feeling of the dance, real life experiences help ehs?
Improved in my demi character. Like.. phew. :/
sat beside Michelle waiting for my turn to dance when she said...
"Hey! Your side view look like korean model. You look like Shin Ae!"
hahhas. i guess it's because of our eyes. :/ & because i had my fringe all up.
was rushed to change quickly, cause daddy had a bit of arguement with a guy in the carpark.
dunno wad happened. :/


" You're too young to let a guy affect your life so majorly. "
sigh.


Pictures:

SHIN AE! :)

HAHAHAH. the dude in HK.

you look like some kind of bird.

SO CUTE. :B miss you, silly boy.


FIND ONE DAY I SHALL PUT ON MAKE UP & DO A SIDE VIEW OF MYSELF!
DEN WE'LL SEE WHETHER SHIN AE'S & MY SIDE VIEW IS REALLY SIMILAR.


and iris is sick. physically & emotionally.

we both know it's not true.

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boy, i found this.
this is for you.





our last picture together.
we were crying, so our eyes were wet, remember?
you left just yesterday, but it feels like i haven't seen you for a decade.


i love you, darling.

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rot at home the whole morning.
had a super bad dream, woke up sobbing.
i wrote so many things, but decided not to post on my blog afterall.


decided that staying at home wasn't good for me at all.
i find myself waiting for you.
It hurts too much to bear.
went down to viv's house with gav.
wanted to bring my laptop along,
cause i didn't want to miss any chances that i can talk to you on msn.
but her internet couldn't connect to my lappie, so ii gave up.
stoned at her house.
viv goes arnd surfing for chiobus on9 when she's bored at home. HAHA.
gav keep getting beaten up by us. :P
& he got locked out the kitchen cause he kept calling viv maria.
viv had to sun out the clothes.
her house v neat siahs.
after that viv & her sis go ahma house,
den me and gav decided to go cut hair.


i cut hair until a bit screwed ehs. :/
a bit too slant.. wait til it grows longer it'll be better i hope.
gavie v cute, took out his ipod & flashed a celeb's pic to the hairdresser.
"uhh aunty i wan cut like that. the shape." he said. HAHA.
and came out pretty fine, got the shape, he look cuter. :)
the hairdresser tot gavie my boyfriend. my gosh. HAHA.
den i'm like "nono! he my bro!"
den she " Ohhhh! So u in NS?"
den gavie stunned. hahahas.
den i was like "uhh.. he's my god-bro. hahahas."
hilarious.
went home, and i feel this tremor in me.
i don't wanna go home, i don wanna face the lappie and think about you again.
i'm so afraid of being alone, ii can't stand this quietness.
even when i'm bathing.. i find myself just chionging thru the whole process.
i don't wanna be alone. :(


did you know when i saw you on9 it's like.. instant antidote to all my misery.


pictures:
(at viv's house)

viv hanging out the clothes. :)

tadah! LOL. 1st piece.

gavie & viv cat fight. LOL.

gavie gt chased out of the kitchen. :P

gavie rotting outside. HAHA.

drag me to hell. gavie version.

this is scary alright.

when i saw him like tat at my void deck i tot he was a girl. -.-

sis & bro.

look at the swelling of my eyes. gosh.


为什么让我遇见你。让我顿时感觉到如此的幸福，同时也如此的痛苦。
但这一切是因为我真的很爱你。

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gavie, you said u feel wasted.
but i wanna tell you, the real person that's wasted ain't you, it's me.
don't hurt yourselve, cause i have more rights to do it than you.


suddenly realised.
where was I when all of you had problems.
i was too absorbed with my own matters,
too busy trying to hold back things that will eventually be gone.
but you people are here now, for me, as i'm shutting out.
you all are facing problems yourselves, but you all didn't neglect me.
i'm sorry for not being there when u all needed help.
maybe i need to take a good look around the world once again.
i've never realised the sky was so grey.
never noticed that people have changed.


many many thanks, to viv, claire, gav, belinda, & many other people.
& sorry.


but how am i gonna take my first step?

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